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me Naomi D. aka Neo Varziel, a vampire, was born in June 8, 1542. She's a girl but she's very far from the word "girlie". She turned into vampire in 14 and she stopped aging since then.

She wears colorful contacts. Loves to change her haircut and haircolor. Pierced her left ear herself.

True narcisstic. Interested in many things, but her main interest is drawing and manga. Loves yaoi (aka boy makes out with another boy)/ lemon, sarcasm and design things. Plays guitar.

Her favorite possessions are: her plushie, her crush, Hide the G3 and JRock CDs.

She doesn't like the sun because vampires can't see sun, unless they wanna die burned.

She can draw manga, and she has wings.

Wants to learn piano and French. Wants to be taller so she can be a model. But her #1 dream is: to be a mangaka.

If you want to mail her, you can mail to les_merveilles [at] hotmail [dot] com

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> Things to do

Go to Japan
Be a mangaka
Get lotsa money
Draw Lisa-chan's request
Finish her furry white scarf
Buy an earring like Rosiel's
An iguana/ salamander

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Design/ Layout

Current Dead End design/ layout titled Natural Flesh Color again features Ogawa Tetsuya aka tetsu, the cutie-pie, bassist and leader of L'Arc~en~Ciel. Done in Adobe Photoshop 7, coded in Hide the G3, tested in MSIE 5.1 for Mac.

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I Don't Wanna Grow Up!

I have wings

-i.n.o.r.g.a.n.i.c-

The Zodiac :: `

My Boyslut :: Tatsuha
My Manslut :: Hyde
My Manslut :: Gackt
My Manslut :: Ken

Credits

The layout/ design Natural Flesh Color is
© Naomi D. 2003

Dead End, all of its graphics and/or contents are
© Naomi D.

No thefts are allowed




Wednesday, April 21, 2004

facing the final exam

[ carved at 11:31 p.m. ]

naomi is facing the final exam next month. please, please, please support her!!! you supports means EVERYTHING for her. thaaaaanx...

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Another funny thing stolen from ma cherie's site.

1: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4. Write down what it says:
"Apaa!? (What!?)" Oda Eiichiro, ONE PIECE manga vol. 14

2: Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first?
My aunt's cigarettes

3: What is the last thing you watched on TV?
Something related to Nostradamus

4: WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what the time is:
almost 24

5: Now look at the clock, what is the actual time?
23.54... see!

6: With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
My Bro and my cousin playing Zelda on GBA SP.

7: When did you last step outside?
I can't recall exactly.

9: What are you wearing?
red Giordano T-Shirt and Gio Khakis shorts

10: Did you dream last night?
another thing i can't recall.

11: When did you last laugh?
just now.

12: What is on the walls of the room you are in?
AC.

13: Seen anything weird lately?
i came here, to my cousin's house at around 9 pm and he hasn't take a bath yet... til now. it's ayoub.

14: What do you think of this quiz?
kinda funny.

15: What is the last film you saw?
Last Samurai

16: If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first?
platform shoes and Guess-branded things.

17: Tell me something about you that I don't know:
I wanna be a model.

18: If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
Nothing.

19: Do you like to dance?
Very.

20: George Bush:
I don't give a shit about him

21: Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
Lecca.

21: Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
Lazuardi.

22: Would you ever consider living abroad?
Of course lah

23: Will you pass on this survey?
DON'T YOU SEE I'M FILLING IT UP!?

Thursday, March 25, 2004

an alive Rosiel-sama: HIM!?

[ carved at 08:52 p.m. ]

wanna see an alive Rosiel of Angel Sanctuary? *naughty eyes*

hehehe... too bad it's just a picture! if you see he moves, you'd laugh out loud and say "OH MY GOD, IT'S AN ALIVE ROSIEL, WHAT THE HELL IS IT ?!?!??!" XDDD

thalia-neechan yelled out to me when i was in the computer room, "mii~~~ it's rosiel~~~ quiiick!!!!!" and right when i see the tv, we laughed out loud together... oh god, the way he moves, he claps, he walks... even the models are less womanly than he is!!

and NO, i won't call him Oscar-sama. yes i do like girlie guys but he's... XD

anyway, you indonesian musta known that he's oscar lawalata, a famous designer.

Wednesday, March 24, 2004

I'm skipping bimbel

[ carved at 12:18 p.m. ]

yup, naomi is such a bad bad young girl, isn't she?

she's skipping bimbel and she's now at henny's place, joulogging, in an air-conditioned room of henny's big bro's. novi and ika are also here though.

...

anyway, i bought laruku's single hitomi no juunin and gackt's sixth day yesterday. all i can say is, hitomi no juunin is such a great song, i love tetsu's song more and more, i think... and about gackt's sixth day, the single version of vanilla and mizerable is really sexy ;P

well, that's all for today... i can't update any more thing for today, thank you minna!!! (what's the point of this scribble?)

Wednesday, March 10, 2004

*scratch scratch*

[ carved at 03:14 p.m. ]

Pyong!! If you're wondering why I named the title like that, it's because my head is scratchy. Weird, I just got outta shower...

Happy belated birthday Musa!!!!!! Kangen deh!!!!!

Seneng ya??!!! Ketawa!!!! Terus aja!!! Humph!!!

Still having those syndromes, Hun?

Wanna make a Dante layout... *hugs Dante who was accidentally around*

Sano-kun, I myself is currently looking for Orenji no Taiyou guitar tabs... hik hik...

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Nah, I took some tests stolen from my bestest friend's joulog...



this is my way to live
What about yours? made by rav-chan

I'm Belle from the Beauty and the Beast ( What Disney Princess are you?)

I'm like Morpheus, the Greek God of Dreams. Believing there is something bigger out there, and often lost in thought. You're imaginative and smart- not always the leader but usually the one who came up with the plan. You often ask, What if.. and long to get out of the darkness and through the window. ( Which Of The Greek Gods Are You?)


I am the number
13
I am unlucky

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what number are you?

this quiz by orsa
What the fuck...!?

Legardored is your Vampire name. You are one hell of an insane Vampire. Anyone who
messes with you is out of their minds. To use your new Vampire name and become a Vampire,
go here: www.life-blood.vze.com
What is your Vampire name?
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Maki
Maki -

What would your Japanese name be? (female)
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Saturday, March 6, 2004

I realized this.

[ carved at 10:24 p.m. ]

Yep. I realized that I have changed. I have a major change in myself. You know what?

I am getting more girlie.

Well well, actually I don't really like this thing since I always wanted to be a boy, and I'm not as boyish as I was now. And I think I know why is that, but I won't tell you. It's a seeeeecret...

Back to the girlie thingie, my male friends keep on saying things like "Why can't you act like a girl?" or "I wanna see if you act like a normal girl," or "You look so damn boyish," et cetera. And so with my female friends.

But I myself don't think so. I know I'm having a major change in myself. It's probably because of Thalia-neechan, besides the secret I mentioned above. Thalia-neechan somehow poisoned me feminity!! ARGH!!!! My okaachan and my aunts and uncles says so too...

I'm not saying that I am feeling uncomfy with this change, I think it's fine, but... You know, for me, it's no longer fun. I love to confuse people with my boyish dress, I love just when people look at me with a bizzare look when I enter the public toilet, but I can no longer do that now. WHy?

BECAUSE I LOOK LIKE A (TOMBOY) GIRL NOW!!!!!!

I also have changes in my way to talk and my way to walk... *sigh*

*SIIGH* Even people still saying that I'm so boyish, I don't believe it. Because I've changed.

PS: Dead End is already one year old! I forgot it, really!! Happy belated birthday to DE!!!!

Saturday, March 6, 2004

OHISASHIBURI MINNA!

[ carved at 09:06 p.m. ]

WAAAAAHHHH!!!! I MISS YOU ALL WHO TAGGED IN MY TAGBOARD!!!!! INCLUDING YOU, DJ_ACIDANDROID!!!! *hugs all*

Phew, Hide's still ill and I don't know what to do. I'm joulogging from an internet rental, by the way.

VIOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!! KANGEN!!!!!!!!!!!!! INGET AKU NGGAK SIH??????? Oh yes, I do bite people, drink their blood and let 'em have anemics. That's how vampires work, no?

Yes,Alexander.Hikmala, I do love GLAY too. HisaJiro rocks!!!!!

You're added, Izumi!!!! Now take a bow, kneel down before me and kiss my hand and be ready to serve me (since I'm Rosiel).

There'll be no further updates for Secret Signs til Hide is recovered. But if you wanna send fanfics, douzo... I reaaalllly appreciate it :)

I had lotsa fun in Noushka-neechan's birthday party last February 29th... (full-mode story @ Thalia-neechan's site) Read the whole entry, and I am the one who was wearing a bright orange ribbon... *sweatdrop*

I bought lots of JRock DVDs and CDs nowadays... There are Laruku's SSD DVD, RSG, hitomi no juunin, Hide's Pshycommunity Tour 1&2, Ugly Pink Machine, and many more...

Aww... that's all for now... I'll post more if I find another survey. (forgot to tell Vio that that was a survey... *points below* instead of a poetry. does it sound poetic?)

Sunday, February 1, 2004

If I were...

[ carved at 10:47 p.m. ]

if i were a month i would be: June
if i were a day of the week i would be: Saturday
if i were a time of day i would be: Midnight
if i were a planet i would be: Mars
if i were a sea animal i would be: The dolphin
if i were a direction i would be: Left
if i were a piece of furniture i would be: My bed
if i were a sin i would be: Envy/ Vanity
if i were a historical figure i would be: DaVinci
if i were a liquid i would be: Black ink
if i were a tree i would be: Pine tree
if i were a flower/plant i would be: Rose/ Sunflower
if i were a kind of weather i would be: Rainy day
if i were a mythical creature, i would be: Phoenix
if i were a musical instrument i would be: A flute
if i were an animal i would be: A wolf
if i were a color i would be: Purple
if i were an emotion i would be: Happiness
if i were a vegetable i would be: A lettuce
if i were a sound i would be: Noises
if i were an element i would be: Wind/ Air
if i were a car i would be: A Cadillac...
if i were a song i would be: Orenji no Taiyou by HYDE and Gackt C.
if i were a movie i would be directed by: Peter Jackson, hehe
if i were a book i would be written by: JK Rowling
if i were a food i would be: Mochi
if i were a place i would be: An amusement park
if i were a material i would be: Stone
if i were a taste i would be: Cherry-flavored
if i were a scent i would be: Green apple scent
if i were a word i would be: Tainted
if i were an object i would be: A lamp/ lantern
if i were a body part i would be: Eyes
if i were a facial expression i would be: A smile
if i were a subject in school i would be: An art class
if i were a cartoon character i would be: Doraemon
if i were a shape i would be a: Circle
if i were a number i would be: 6

Phew. A long one.

Sunday, February 1, 2004

BANG!!

[ carved at 10:03 p.m. ]

Bang. I wanna blow somebody's head off this day. I am not in a very good mood. And Hide's still ill. Poor Hide...

I wanna change the goddamned layout...

...

For the honorable Mr. dj_acidandroid, this site is made for me to babble my random things. If you don't like it, you needn't come. Why do you HAVE TO come again if you don't like to see me showing my fucked up ass off? :) Oh, and thanks to your mate for calling me Miss Dracula. I love that name.

Thank you, Kenkeng-niichan, daisuki yo :D

Ya elah Ndut, kalo nanya kapan terakhitr online mah liat aja tanggal entry-nya, ya itulah yang terakhir. Ato nggak, gue lagi di rumah sodara gue... Hide masih ngga bisa dipake T-T

I know this is so late, but happy new year everyone :)

Saturday, December 27, 2003

Some opinion about my JRockers

[ carved at 07:23 p.m. ]

I'm writings two entries in the same day. Why? You don't need to know why, because I myself don't know. I just want to.

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Hyde's child
So, you all know that Hyde's going to be a father, no? Megu-chan is pregnant and I don't know if the baby's borned already or not.
I'm thinking about why people, especially Laruku's new fans, hates their lovers to their very backbone? Like, for example, Hyde fans hate Megumi, of Tetsu fans hate Kaori. I don't think it's right.
And now, Hyde's going to have a child, I know that every people who has the personalities or thinks as what I have written above would say: "Fuck her!" or "Fuck it!" or even "Fuck you!" to the one who told him/her about this thing.
In my opinion, nothing's wrong with that. Hyde and Megumi are married, and if they have a baby, isn't it good? Every parents of course want a baby in their life. And even if we look at it in "God-Law", there's nothing wrong with having sex, unless you haven't married.
The point is, look, if you really love someone, you would be happy if that person is, would you not? Nah, if you love HYDE, don't you feel happy if he's happy? Because, I do feel happy.
Look, I was hating Megumi too. But after realizing that my dreams (Hyde would come to my house, bring flowers, kiss me and marry me so we will be a happy family and so so lah) WOULD NOT BE A DREAM COME TRUE, I admit the truth. The truth is, Hyde's not gonna come to my house, bring me flowers and so. He's got his soulmate that is: Megumi.
So, what's wrong with a baby between them?

Teru of GLAY's problem
Teru is now with Ami of Puffy. And he has a child now. BUT the thing that makes me unhappy is: Teru left his ex-wife, and he did something I really hate. Before he divorced his wife, he was already with Ami.
THAT'S BASTARD, I'D SAY!!!!!
Now I'm kinda shame that I have the same birthdate as his.

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[off-topic]

Anyway, I'm so in love with Dante now. I'm thinking of making a Dante layout... But still, I have to wait til Hide's monitor repaired.

I'm gonna hang my Tetsu 2004 calendar in my room, hee hee... And I'm gonna ask Okaachan to hang Gackt and Hyde calendars on kitchen and bathroom. I wanna take a bath with Gackt, hehehehehe~~~~

Saturday, December 27, 2003

TA-TADAH!!!!

[ carved at 05:57 p.m. ]

Yo minna!!!!!! Varziel is back for awhile. Here, I'm gonna explain why was I away.

Something's wrong with Hide's monitor so I can't use the computer. We sent it to the reparation place, but it didn't work out fine. So, I still can't logging in from my house. I'm currently joulogging from an internet rental now.

Yes I know that this is no good. I can't use Hide, Hide's sick. So, minna-san, I will be joulogging at random times, and it won't be as often as then. I gotta wait till Hide's back to healthy.

So, these are the things I'm doing while I can't use Hide:

1) I'm playing Castlevania Lament of Innocence, it is so damn cool and the Belmont guy is really cute. You'll love him. I have finished it but I can not pass the Boss Rush Mode. Dammit.

2) I'm also playing Devil May Cry 2 and now I can feel how Jiru-neechan feels. Dante's so freakin' HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT!!!!! He's too cool!!! I and Yuppi (my cousin) already finished Dante disc and now I'm playing Lucia disc.

Yeah, we all got to be patient waiting for Hide to back to healthy. And I won't be blogging so often. I'm so sorry for that.

I can't use my X'mas Special layout... T-T

Merry belated Christmas. May God bless you all in all your ways :)

Sunday, November 16, 2003

Shiawase~!!!

[ carved at 12:08 a.m. ]

I just bought THREE 2003 CALENDARS: HYDE, TETSU AND GACKT!!!! Woooo!!!!! I joked, "OK, so we're gonna hang it on 1) bedroom, 2) kitchen, 3) bathroom so we can take a bath with Gackt!!!" as I said that, the shopkeeper laughed... XD Hehhe, it was an overwhelming happiness!!!

Okaachan also got her GLAY album Beloved...

Ah... there's so many JRock items in my house~ Shiawase yoo~!!! *jumps around* Nya nya nya!!!!

Sunday, November 9, 2003

New Layout

[ carved at 01:59 a.m. ]

Listening to: Space Oddity by David Bowie

Yeah, it's Tetchan again. Seems like I'm so into Tetchan nowadays. Maybe I just had realized how cute he is, haha...

What do you think, minna-san? Does this layout look good? Or is it screwed again?

...

Phew, I have a problem. And it's not a small one, for me, it's a kind of big one. Haa... It's so tiring and confusing.

...

By the way, I just realized another thing. Hyde's single titled "HORIZON" and its c/w song "Lucy in the Sky with Diamonds"... Nah, "Lucy in the Sky with Diamonds" is "LSD" for short, right? I just realized that LSD is a drug name. Okaachan told me.

And yes, it's The Beatles' song.