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JOURNAL Sunday, June 11, 2006 HELP MY PC!!!! Something's totally wrong with my PC!! I can't open my iTunes application!! WAAAAHHHHH IT'S DISASTER FOR MEEEEEE!!!! >.< Why, why iTunes?!?!?!? ... I guess I really have to reformat my PC, it's ruined already. Heh. In other news, I'm getting married!! Haha. Not seriously, but me and my boyfriend are going to play wedding ceremony. Well, sounds so kiddy, right? XD If you ever watched the movie by Quentin Tarantine "Natural Born Killers", we're gonna get married like that. And we ain't going to exchange rings, we're going to exchange bracelets. Sounds stupid? Yeeeaaaah we are. [x][x][x] Thursday, June 1, 2006 Bad Days... Phewww... These days ain't no my good days. First, I was down nowadays, my mood swing a lot, and I was kinda moody. And yesterday, a disaster (for me) happened. Yesterday, my uncle passed away. Me and the whole family went to Bandung. My mother stayed there for he was my mom's brother, but I, Joi and my dad went back to Jakarta since today is the first day of my final exam. I couldn't concentrate on studying while I was in Bandung... And today, I didn't do good on my exam. Especially math... :[ Whew... Thank God I have Andro. Today he walked me home as usual, and he hugged me along the way... He even did kiss me :] He really, really soothes me. He's always present whenever I need him... Thanks a lot Ndro, you're the best... :] [x][x][x] Tuesday, May 30, 2006 random rants on tuesday morning hello, is everything ok? :] i'm not in the case-sensitive mode, so i don't press shift button much today. besides, this keyboard sucks ass *bangs the keyboard* anyways, what's up? starting from june 1st, i'll be facing the final exam. whoa. although i'm sure that i would pass grade eleven, but still there's something that bugs me. well, it's related to some teacher... *cynical eyes* by the way, lasy may 27th, there were many things happened. these are the incidents: and it was also the day of Jogja Tragedy. More than eight thousand people died, and the amount is still climbing up i guess. if you wonder where to donate, my dear cousin had listed them down. you can go visit her page by clicking here. you can donate via UNICEF and more. OT: i'm blogging from school, and somehow the music that is currently playing is L'Arc-en-Ciel's DIVE TO BLUE. fuck!!!!!!! >.< [x][x][x] Thursday, April 13, 2006 Jason I bought a tamagocchi today, its name is Jason. Haha. The stupid thing is that it's actually a she, so the name really doesn't match the gender. Well, the name came from my doll, he has a weird obsession towars that name :] Anyway, Jason is kinda spoiled... She beeps quite a lot. And oh, she got sick today! Maybe it was because I fed her too much (everytime she beeps, I think she's hungry so I just feed her). Oh, I'm wondering what kind of animal Jason actually is. She has her growth stage. At stage 1, she was only a boing-ing egg. Then she cracked at stage 2. At stage 3, she has long ears like a bunny. Stage 4, her ears turn black, look sorta like a funny-looking hat. She's currently at stage 4, btw. The weird thing is, she would be having a BEAK at stage 5! What animal she actually is? Bunny? Bird? Penguin? Can anyone help me? OFFTOPIC: To you Indonesians who need some fun, try opening my friend's blog, BUKAN MAIN. It pops up in a new window :] Hope you'd all laugh! [x][x][x] Wednesday, April 12, 2006 A Strange Day For Me Listening to : The Pain Song - Lucyfire Well, the strange day isn't today. It's last Sunday (04/09). And why do I say that last Sunday is strange? Because my doll took me to his drummer's birthday party XD OK, maybe you think that is NOT that strange because he's my lover, so that's just normal. But not for me! I was totally nobody there, and for me it was kinda strange that Irfan (the drummer) said "Why don't you take Naomi" to my doll. HWAH~! Believe it or not, this is the very first time I'm involved in my boyfriend's business. Well, Irfan's birthday party was actually his business, right? :P Hee hee. Well, but the party was fun! ♥ I went there with Rizky, Andro and Dipo. Going out with them felt like going out with 3 clowns, yknow. They were dead funny. Irfan was as clowny as them, too. Although it felt strange that I was among my doll's friends, it was totally fun... [x][x][x] Tuesday, April 4, 2006 BORED Listening to: Love at First Sight - Murderdolls I love Murderdolls! XD Hahahahaa. I love loud musics nowadays, such as Murderdolls, Powerman 5000 and/or Yeah Yeah Yeahs... I'm planning to buy YYY's EP. And Sigur Ros! I also plan to buy their album. Anyway, as usual, I'm joulogging from school. It doesn't feel like a class - it feels like internet rental now. I'm online, listening to my iPod (I'm totally deaf right now), and sending messages via sms with my doll. Hee hee. Oh yeah, my bedroom is now decorative. I hang all my intravenous feeding bottles accross my bedroom, and hey it looked so damn cool... I'll attach the picture os my newly decorated bedroom later :] What else? Oh yeah, I miss this girl so damn much... Hey, wanna take a look at my doll's band GOLGOTA? Hee hee. My doll is the vocalist... [x][x][x] Friday, March 31, 2006 I was dead! Rants Yeah yeah, I was dried up, tied, and dead to the world. Whatever. Simply put: I was totally ill this week! Woo hoo. I got DBD (heard about it right? It's famous here in Indonesia), plus a little disturbance of my liver function (wow, so literally said). Yesterday I just got out of the hospital. Hmm. So... I didn't go live-in. I was under hospital care, y'know! It's a bit annoying, since live-in is the event I've been waiting for. And the day I'm sentenced to prison (read: hospital care) was the same with the live-in departure day! HOW IRONIC. The hospital care wasn't that bad, though. The food's fine (ehehe) and the atmosphere's just nice. So are the nurses and doctors. And as long I was there, I'm already used to syringes since they took 5 cc of my blood every morning... (They always woke me at 6 am just to take a little amount of my blood, and they're doing it while I'm still half-dreaming! Quite smart!) Although I'm no longer under hospital care now, I still have to go back there to do a blood-check (again). Hh... It's tiring -_-" ... Love Talk Mm, honestly, being ill is sometimes fun. What I mean by fun is that 1) your parents would prevent you doing this and that, and you're left like a Queen of The World, 2) people would do your demands, and 3) your loved one will love you more. Haha. Well, many thanks to the hospital care I was under, I've already experienced the joy of waking up next to my lover! I spent five nights at the hospital, and he accompanied me at the first night :] cute, no? Only one night, but it was very sweet for me. He didn't even really sleep while he was there. He was just sitting by the bed, holding my hand (while I was sleeping of course) and did not sleep. Sometimes he'd rest his head on the bed, but that's all... *SIGH* THAT'S MY DEAD ONE!!! OMFGILOVEHIMSOMUCH. [x][x][x] Tuesday, March 7, 2006 Some Happy News ^^ Is singing : Last Caress - Misfits I wrote "is singing" because I'm writing this journal entry from a computer at my school. Wahoo!! Finally, my lame-ass school got an internet connection!!! Thank goodness. Although the connection speed is equal to a squashed snail, but I can still at least online. That's only the FIRST happy news. The second happy news is... *drum rolls* ... I GOT MY OWN CELLPHONE!!!! I know that it's so very late... I just got a cellphone in this year 2006 XD But heyyyy I'm still so happy >v<" Finally I got that thingy in my pocket. No I won't have to sneak around anymore to contact Ndro, haha... Oh yeah, there are so many things I want to buy nowadays. Check them out : And I wanna dye my hair!! But I can't since my hair's already so screwed. Heh. [x][x][x] Sunday, February 19, 2006 Hair ... Listening to: Behind The Crimson Door - HIM Well, it's all about hair today! :D Today I had my hair cut :
Last Wednesday, I cut Bella's hair :
I cut Bella's hair having totally NO BASIC IN HAIRDRESSING. So we both are so relieved that her hair resulted so fine... XD Hohoho. Think I can continue to hairdressing school? ;) [x][x][x]
Friday, February 17, 2006 FUCK YOU!!!! Listening to : Speed - Atari Teenage Riot
This entry is dedicated to the one who used to be one of my best friend.
Well, FUCK HIM!!!! He said that he'd never leave me, that even though we can't be lovers he would always present, hah! My ass. It's all lies. He BROKE all his promises, he betrayed me, he ditched me!!! And ironically, I once loved him so.
Now I know that I was wrong. I was TOTALLY wrong. I hate him, I hate him!!! I was just so dumb so that I could be deceived. I decided to fuck all the past and leave it behind. No I'm not going to forget it, since we shared fun too. But mostly, I pained.
... How can people betray someone else so easily?
So. Now, I'm starting a new fairy-tale with Ndro. The story is so different with the previous one. This new one is darker, more violent, more gorey and bloody, and of course, not filled with lies.
I only hope that the pain of being left will be the last time... I hope I won't have to suffer the same thing in new this fairy-tale, I want a happy ending with Ndro. [x][x][x]
Thursday, February 16, 2006 Long Time No See! Hello, it's me again. I plan to relive DEAD END since it's neglected for a long time. I plan to, again, write all my babblings here. And I'll try as hard as I can not to neglect my poor little DEAD END... :]
So, what's new? Here's some updates about me: Well that's just some. More coming up next time. See ya! ¢¾ [x][x][x] |
