Name: Neo
Location: Jakarta, Indonesia
Birthdate: June 8th 1989 (gemini).... Same date as Teru, the vocalist of the Japanese JRock band GLAY. Hehe
Breed: Alien, hahah!!
Fave subject: art
Worst subject: physics
Tets... I mean test: "How Well Do You Know Varziel?" at friendtest.com
Hair: still reddish, but looks like Vic Chou's from F4 (ergh!) or Bae Yong Jun... heheheh
Likes:my plushie, my crush (>;P), anime, manga, yaoi, lemons, JRock (too many to say), freaky hair, drawing, sleeping, cake, chocolate, nokia, mac things, karaoke (new!), swearing bad words (haha)
Currents: Neo is a 2nd year junior high-school student, and having a huuge crush against a "Gackt" at the school. Plays guitar sometimes. Has done some of nice drawings -- at least I think so.
Contact !! ^o^ just click here

Current layout features Matsumoto Hideto a.k.a. Hidechan (or Hide). He's the guitarist of X Japan, and one of my favorite JRockers too. Made for Hide Memorial... Hide ga daisuki!!! ^o^ Poem made by my Okaachan. ^_~ Done in Photoshop 5.0, HTML encoded in Hide the G3... (it's all Hide!!)

+ January 2003 >>>
+ February 2003 >>>

+ Pitas
+ HTML Goodies
+ Avocadolite
+ Butterfly's Sleep
+ Orgasmic Silent Screaming
+ Uncertain Memory
+ Kengkengz Korner
+ Asrun Dream
+ Reincarnation
+ The 4th Ave Cafe
+ Sawasdee Gackt

Angel Sanctuary BC

Interested? contact Varziel

Tuesday, April 1, 2003
Yeahhh!!!

Yaaayy... *stretches* I've done the new Hide layout!!! In a day, sugoi ne!!!! (what's the sugoi thing, it's easy...) And I've done the Angel Sanctuary BC down there too, see? Near the tagboard!!! *jumps happily like crazy*

As what I've said, Rosiel-sama is mine and Kira is Jiyo-senpai's....

Hmm, I've just done eleven characters: Rosiel, Katan, Kira, Katou, Setsuna, Michael/ Mikael, Raphael, Kurai, Sara/ Gabriel/ Jibrielle (duh), Belial, Alexiel... so, if you want more (example, if you want Uriel, Zaphkiel, Raziel et cetera), just mail me....

I'm addicted to making icons and BCs.... Now I wanna make X Japan BC. And, for God's sake, HIDE WOULD BE MINE!!!!!!! (oops... Okaachan... Did you hear me yelling?) XD

Hellraiser now reached chapter 3... I've already done the chapter 2. Coming soon!!! ^^

EDIT!!!!!! I've changed some things, and since the Hide the G3 is sucks (I think he's bored facing me all day), I can't see the right template... So, if something's wrong, tag my tagboard, okay??? Thanx!!

[ at 01:22 a.m. ]

Sunday, March 30, 2003
My Sadness + AS Blog Crew

Yeh, am sad. Why? BECAUSE TODAY IS THE LAST DAY OF MY HOLIDAY!!!! *cries* Chikushou!!! I want a longer holiday!!! (you, stupid thing, who doesn't??) One week isn't enough for me... I need MORE.... Motto... *CRIES* WAAAHHHHH...... I dislike Mondays and Fridays... the subjects are boring. And remembering tomorrow I'll have a geo test...

*sweatdrop*

Chikushou!!!!!! Argh!!!!!

I'm doing Angel Sanctuary BC now and it's so many... I wonder, should I make Kyrie?? I think nobody would like her *pouts* I hate her... Humph!! Katan is much better than her!!! Maybe the AS bc (hehe, like a bank name, AS bc sounds like HSBC ne? XD) should be: [men] Setsuna, Kira, Rosiel-sama, Katan, Raphael, Mika-chan, Belial, Zaphkiel, Raziel... and [women] Alexiel, Kurai, Sara........ FOR GOD'S SAKE, THEY'RE SO MANY!!!!!!! *dies* Maybe I should split them into categories: "Assiah", "Atziluth" and "Gehenna", hee hee.

Hehe, Jiyo-senpai, which one do you want? Lucifer or Kira-senpai??

Oh yea, for everyone who wants the AS bc, notice this: ROSIEL-SAMA IS MINE!!!! XD Heheheh!!!!! Actually he's Katan's, not mine...

I'm kinda confused making these AS crews... so many doubles, like Lucifer/Kira and Sara/Gabriel...... If you have suggestion and/or idea about this problem in making AS bc, just tag my tagboard... ne :)

[ at 10:05 p.m. ]

Wednesday, March 26, 2003
Go to Japan!?

Yeah, go to Japan. Yesterday, around 9 p.m., Chibi went back to Japan. Wuah... She said, she's going to watch L'Arc~en~Ciel's "Shibuya Seven Days" concert with video camera and she's gonna burn it into CD, then give it to me. Muhh, I ENVY YOU, CHIBI~~!!!! XD I wanna go to Japan.... ;_;

Hisashiburi na... I didn't update for a few days. I had many things to do (hehe) and I was kinda lazy... and, for the xxxth time, I'm saying this:

I WANT A NEW LAYOUT~~

But I'm still thinking what's the next layout. Hehe. Silly... and I'm trying not to use red and/or blue as the main color!!! Hmm... but maybe it ends with red, because I want hide-chan as my new layout ^^ Another "Hide Memorial" is coming... And, oh, I'm trying to turn my original fanfiction Hellraiser into HTML format. It needs a long time to do that o.0~~

My inbox @ hotmail is blasting off... 122 or 112 new email. Now I regret that I didn't online for a few days... Gahh....

Wanna go to Japan~~~

Edit: Hey, Lynnchan honey, I'm gonna link you, like it or not ... Hah hah hah hah!!!! **evil laughs**

Test again:

You're the smirk,a frown-smile hybrid that's a
little bit cocky and usually associated with
evil or arrogant,but attractive people.You
probably just don't give a damn,but it's
everyone else's fault if you don't because
you're too awesome to have any real faults.

What Kind of Smile are You?
brought to you by Quizilla

Suddenly wanna say this:

I LOVE YOU, OGAWA TETSUYA AND TAKARAI HIDETO...!!!! I MISS YOOOUUUU!!!!!! I WANT TO SEE YOU HUGGING LIKE THOSE EARLY DAYS OF YOUR BAND!!!!!!

**sighs** ... **points up** It's because I just watched Heavenly ~films~ a few days ago...

[ at 01:19 a.m. ]

Saturday, March 22, 2003
Random things... (as usual, ne?)

Heheheh, isn't it kinda unusual to see me blogging at such a time (10.48 a.m., hmm...)~~?? Well, I'm surfing from Thalia-neechan's house... ^^ She's still sleeping peacefully.

Yesterday, and two days ago, we had a L'Arc~en~Ciel marathon. Started from Heavenly Films, A Piece of Reincarnation, Light My Fire tour and some another unofficial CDs, hehe. And yesterday we watched Grand Cross Tour, yum yum!! Thalia-neechan said Hyde was handsome **hearts** Hehe

Oh yeah, my baked pendant is broken...!! Somehow, I accidentally broke it ;_;..... First, I glued it. But yesterday, it broke again, at the same place. Well....

Demo, I'm gonna fix it :) Seeing it broken is just like seeing a broken Tetsu, haha XD (<-- Hell, I'm so cheesy!!)

Am home, yay!!! Actually I'm still in Thalia-neechan's house. Her house is very near to my school, maybe it just takes several minutes to go to my school from her house...

Nee, I'm facing a-week-long-mid-semester-holiday next Monday, yiha!!! (kayaknya seneng banget deh, kampungan yah?) Ureshii yo... **dances and falls**

Miss Lynnchan and Jiyo-Senpai... **teardrop rolls down theatrically, hehe**

Indonesian babbling: Gaaahhhhhh...!!!! Gak tau mau ke mana nih liburan mid-semesternya.... Masa katanya Jon ke pantai, hehe. Genit banget tuh anak (kalo dia yang ke pantai palingan cuman nyari cewek bule yang lagi jemuran doang, hopeless).... Ke pantai, lagi!! Ntar gue item lagi, udah susah-susah putih!!! (garing)

Kenapa mesti ke pantai gitu lho.... **yuck** Rasanya nggaak bisa bayangin Jon lagi berenang-renang di pantai, ohoho, obyek yang bagus tuh buat difoto dan disebarluaskan kemana-mana!!!!!(buat temen-temenku di strada, yang kebetulan surfing ke sini, bisa kan bayangin Jon (KJ) lagi berenang-renang di pantai...???? XD XD)

Took test:

I'm not dumb. Even if I do spell my name
wrong on occasion. Ah well, I can still play bass
Like nobody's business.
Find out which J-rocker you are here by !! >D

[ at 10:48 a.m. ]

Thursday, March 20, 2003
WARNING!!!!

Huh, what? Warning? Well, it's not that dangerous actually... since the G3 is kinda protesting, maybe because he's always facing me all the time, while I'm organizing my blog (a.k.a. this page), he doesn't want to show some results of the HTML commands. If something is going wrong/disorganized/kacau/salah-salah/etc, just tag.... That's what Tagboards for, 'kay??

Thankie....^_^

[ at 12:29 a.m. ]

Tuesday, March 18, 2003
Long phone talk...

I've been having 2 long phone talks these 2 days!!! Yesterday, it was an hour and a half, and today, nearly reached an hour (looked like Okaachan was pretty mad **sweatdrop**)...

The funny thing is, I did these long-phone-talks (is there such a word? whatevah) with Jon-chan~ **heart** It's a lie if I say I'm not happy!!!! Especially knowing the reality that Jon is calling me... Wah... **biiig grin** Ore wa hontou ni ureshii yo!!! XD Wuih!!!

We talked for another long time today ^^ I've never expect that he could be that talkative. Hehehe....

Took these tests by Jiru-neechan:

The [Perfect] Partner for Tetsu Test @ Candy Sweetener

Ah, why does my heart which loves you so much break?
...Even now, only that dazzling season is always swaying

As Tetsu, your perfect partner is Hyde! Never mind that the love of your life possibly loves someone else more than he loves you; what matters the most is that you love each other ne? He probably has not said "I love you" to you yet, but don't worry. He probably loves you a lot more than he realizes. ^_^

Ah.... Hyde-Tetchan.... **a drop of tear rolls down my cheek theatrically** XD Kyaa!!!

The Which Tetsu Are You? Test @ Candy Sweetener

You are Tetsu's Perverted self! My God. Is there anything else you think aside from sex? There is always a sexual meaning in everything that you see, hear and, ehem, taste. You probably go around unconsciously licking your lips and/or opening your mouth as if you want something to *cough, cough* fill it. You are probably skinny because of your many nightly activities, just like Tetsu, no? You probably went around laughing your ass off when you first heard Tetsu call himself Tetsu69, and you actually consider yourself a fan of Mukimpo (Tetsu's banana, remember?). Now, off you go and have this cherry lollipop, which is just dying to being licked by your naughty tongue.

o.0 WHAAATTT!!!??!?!?!?!?!?! **hentai giggles** IHIHIHHIHIHIHIIII~~!!!!!!!

[ at 09:17 p.m. ]

Tuesday, March 18, 2003
Kyahh!!! XD

Muiii..... I feel so happy, so, so, so happy!!!! Well, if you want to know why I'm so happy, you may come to Jiru-neechan's blog and read 17 march's entry.... I'm sure all of Laruku fans are gonna jump up of their seats and then jumping around (like what I did...) ...

Ahem, well... finally the G3 is OK again ^o^ because there was a problem that lasted for 3 days... and I was scared that my mailbox blast off because of Cieler's Market ML, but, like what I expected, Yahoo! Groups has made my account inactive **relief sigh** so, my mailbox is OK...

... I WANT A NEW LAYOUT...... AGAIN......... mumu...XP

[ at 01:46 a.m. ]

Wednesday, March 12, 2003
kowai T-T

In Jap, "kowai" means "scared" or something like that-lah. Well, I am really scared now. And I'm hoping the thing that made me scared won't last for a long time.

Fuck, stop the long intro...XD Let's go to the main problem: it's about L'Arc~en~Ciel. For those who may know nothing about this before, L'Arc~en~Ciel is a famous JRock (Japanese-Rock) band. I've fallen for this band^^ Hehe. I love this band so much...

...There are fucking issues saying that they are gonna break-up. Of course, as a fan, I don't want to think that they're really going to break-up and think positive, but... I'm scared. I don't want it to happen... I don't want them to break-up...

When I was watching their video clips compilation, I think I was nearly crying. I felt how much I miss L'Arc~en~Ciel... I miss Hyde, I miss Tetsu, I miss Yukihiro, I miss Ken... I miss them all, I want to see them in L'Arc~en~Ciel instead of solo projects. I'm not saying I hate their solo projects, instead, I will support EACH of their solo projects!! Like Tetsu's heart-warming (is there such a word?) songs, Hyde and Gackt's MOON CHILD, Ken and Sakura (Laruku's former drummer)'s band S.O.A.P., or Yukihiro's Acid Android... I'll support them all forever... I just... want L'Arc~en~Ciel. Want to see them together, again.

I felt more scared when I knew that Laruku (the short of L'Arc~en~Ciel) is gonna release the bests of them. I thought, "Shit, why does their new release must be THE BEST OF L'ARC~EN~CIEL???" It makes me think L'Arc~en~Ciel is no longer creative in making music... It makes me think, "Laruku is being GLAY-like!!! Making singles and then release thousands of their Best Hits."

I'm sorry for this long thought... -_-" I feel so pity. I miss you, L'Arc~en~Ciel.... I miss you so much.... Haha, I'm missing them like crazy here (sings: I miss you like crazy~~ ), and maybe they don't know there's a fan in Indo who misses them so much... How ironic...

... I don't want to think about the negative things anymore. I shouldn't. It could drive me mad. M.A.D.

---

...I miss you, L'Arc~en~Ciel... and I am scared... because of you

[ at 11:44 p.m. ]

Tuesday, March 11, 2003
Tetsu's baked pendant

Well, I bought TETSU69(or Tetsu)'s single, and I got the baked pendant. I got the "T69" shape ^^ Ahaha, I think if I can bake the pendant successfully, I'm gonna wear the pendant on my neck everytime... Ehehehe~~

First, I don't know how to bake it (well, the instructions are total japanese, and the kanjis freak me out >.<... ) ... and when I read those mails from Cieler's Market mailing list (which make my inbox blast off everytime, fuck!!), finally I got the English translation of the instructions, yay!!!!! Ureshii na!!!!

Oh yeah, I didn't go to school today... something's going on with my stomach (this is REAL one!!! am not lying wahhh~~ >.< I hate stomachache)

Edit: something's going on with my January archive. It doesn't show.

[ at 09:54 p.m. ]

Thursday, March 6, 2003
tarot card, hehe

pink spider... sora ga yondeiru... pink spider...

Ehehe. Well, that's Pink Spider by Hide with Spread Beaver. I was humming the song all the day, duh. But that's a good song anyway, so I think it's OK!! (--> WTF are you talkin' about!?)

Heh, because of my cousin Yuppi, now I think I have some interest in tarot card. It's damn interesting. Yuppi always poison me with interesting things, humph~!!! XD I'm looking for Tarot meaning now... because I know how to know which one is someone's card, but I don't know the meaning... Even my card, I forgot the meaning. Just remember mine is the Fifth Card, The Hierophant. Mine is the same with Gackt^^ Yiha!!!

Oh yeah, yesterday, me and Thalia-neechan were talking (on phone) for HOURS, and we were ust talking about Angel Sanctuary... XD Well, I poisoned her and I was successfully did it... Maybe now she knows more than me, hehe. She said if she doesn't have much work, she'd came and we'll talk about Yuuki Kaori's mangas... again. Ahaha...

Ah!! Today, while I was waiting for bus at Unas (an university near my school), .....

............I saw a yaoi pairing!!!

Yeah, it was real, and clear, because they were walking and passed me and my friends, and they were walking hand in hand. 'Oh my Gackt...' I thought...

...

Looks like yesterday I was spending most of my time after school at phone. First, with Thalia-neechan, and with Jonathan (yihaaa!!)... Well, with Jonathan, actually I was just asking him about the basketball... becaus the basketball at school was missing. Fuuh, and because me and Kadek is the ones who mostly played basketball, we got the accusation. Nyah!! And my conversation with Jon-chan lasted for a long time... **dances around** Ureshii na~!!!! ^o^

[ at 09:27 p.m. ]

Monday, March 3, 2003
tired...

Today me, Okaachan, Otouchan, joey and Yudhis plus his family went to Town Square. Me, Joey and Yudhis went to Timezone and spending most of our time there. We played Punching Mania (the game that Gackt played in Puffy's TV show, Pa Pa Pa Puffy) and Parapara Dance, hehe. I like Parapara Dance!! It's cute and easier than Dance Dance Revolution. I also tried Percussion Freak a.k.a. Drum Mania, but I can play only one song... and for the rest... I'm hopeless XD. I must learn from Yoshiki first, said Okaachan. Haha.

We were really having fun there (esp. me!!). When I was dancing Parapara, many people were surrounding me and watching me. Hyaa.... It was shaming!! Okaachan said my moves are kinda funny my moves was stiff, but I can do it... Hehe. If Thalia-neechan see this, maybe she'd tell me to be more supple in dancing Parapara. Hehehehe~~~

Same thing goes with me when I was playing Drum Mania. Many people were watching me... argh... I'm so stupid in that game, and many people watching me...!!! XD XD but I'm still playing it. I don't care ;P. Just hoping that Yoshiki, Yukihiro or Sakura or other JRock drummers doesn't see me when I'm playing this funny game...

[ at 10:35 p.m. ]

Sunday, March 2, 2003
pointless~!!

Gekk.... I didn't online for 2 days~~ And when I'm checking my mail, it's really fuuullll... wahh....!!! Oh yeah, finally Lynnchan sent me a mail... hehehe....

**Ahem** I'm sorry if the paragraph **points up** is a bit pointless... bcause I'm really pointless, ne~~ **sweatdrop**

We (me, Thalia-neechan, and my okaachan+otouchan) were having fun last night ... (it ended at 9 a.m., and we started around 7 p.m. ahaha)

We watched The Ring series (1-2-0) because Thalia-neechan hasnt watch it yet... and I have watched the complete series for 3 times, and Ring 1 for 4 times... Sadakoooo~~~~~

Hehe. Pointless....

...

Hoho, I'm home!!! Spending time at Blok M Plaza wasn't as tiring as I expected... maybe it's because we came there a bit late... it was already an afternoon.

[ at 02:52 p.m. ]

Saturday, March 1, 2003
happy birthday kak nuta :)

Iyaaa.... otanjoubi omedetou kak Nuta!!! Her birthdate is actually February 29, but... this year isn't the leap year... ^^

Oh yeah, finally I received those mails from pekik!!! **dances around, slips on her slipper and falls** So, I got the photos ^o^ ureshii!!!

Ah, lookie lookie : It's Jon....


hahaha, isn't he cuuuuuute...????? ^__^ kareshi wa Gackt-like bishounen na no da... daisuki na no da~!!!!

[ at 01:04 a.m. ]