Friday, July 2, 2004

Hello July

Bye bye June, hello July.

Gackt's birthday is coming closer!! :D I decided to make another vector graphic of him for his birthday and send him a message via Dears' website... I hope he could read it, Gackt-san ^_^

Oh, and people... I beg you to take a look at THIS. PLEASE, take a look... it's my favorite one. Give your comments here :D Thanks so much.

[ | carved at 10:51 a.m.]

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Wednesday, June 30, 2004

I'm addicted...

Yeah... I think I'm addicted to deviantART and vector graphics XD

Anyway, my mother just asked me to make a vector graphic of Hide. He saw my Hisashi, Teru, and Sugi, and then he asked me to draw a Hide. And the Hide-chan turned out good :D

View them all HERE

[ | carved at 12:30 p.m.]

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Tuesday, June 29, 2004

Happy birthday Dad!!

Well yeah. Happy birthday to my Dad!!! :D :D

I just drop by to say that... Ehehehe...

Oh yeah, I wrote that I was currently working a vector art of Teru, right? It's finished and Ive uploaded it to devART. It really looks like Teru ^_^ I like it sooo much. Viwe it here: TERU.

[ | carved at 12:33 p.m.]

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Monday, June 28, 2004

I MADE IT...

I'VE GRADUATED!!!!!

Now I'm gonna be a Gonzaga student!!! A highschoool student!!!!

Well, I knew that I'd graduate, though ;) I'm pretty confident about that.

I'm currently making a vector art of Teru... I'm really addicted to it :D... And oh yeah I realize that:

I AM A GOTHIC LOLITA ADDICT

[ | carved at 09:40 p.m.]

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Friday, June 25, 2004

Killing time...

Okaachan went to Bangkok, and seems like she'd arrive at Jakarta tomorrow noon...

Oh yeah, happy birthday Yudhis!! :D

Anyway, I just made my very first vector graphic!!!! *clap clap* It's Hisashi ^_^ It's done in maybe four hours, I'm not sure. But take a look and drop your comment :) I'm gonna drop this thing in devART too, but devART is currently in the read-only mode.

see the vectorized Hisashi?

[ | carved at 05:33 p.m.]

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Thursday, June 24, 2004

Bored!

I'm bored!!! Bored bored bored!!!!! XO

Oh yeah, looks like I'm gonna relaunch Secret Signs (my tiny JRock fanfiction archive) soon. I'm revising all the fics there (my English was poor then), adding new fics etc, and apparently I still need more fic...

If any of you wanna submit, send it via email to here. Type the title, band name, pairing, and other things you thikn should be typed.

Oh yeah.. If you find a nice shounen-ai (not yaoi) pics, contact me. I'm in yaoi mood nowadays...

PS: I think I'm gonna change the layout ;)

[ | carved at 04:48 p.m.]

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Wednesday, June 23, 2004

See this

Ahaha!!! Finally!!! Hydevilist hasn't send me our beautiful images, but Shira Ai sent it to me yesterday.

Alas, for now, I just have one piccie. Click on the thumbnail, it'd open up in new window.

[ | carved at 02:19 p.m.]

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Tuesday, June 22, 2004

Damn!

Yesterday, the three of us: Henny, me and my brother Joey, went out planning to watch Harry Potter 3. And what happened? We didn't get the tickets! They were running out of tickets and poor us didn't get the chance to watch HP... *hik hik* So we were just wandered around PIM and doing randoms.

I bought some comic books at Gramedia book store, including Naruto vol. 2 ^_^ I'm ureshii that we have Naruto series here...

Oh yeah, when I was paying the books at cashier, three anonymous people (1 girl, 2 boys) were talking about me behind my back (and I heard them, unfortunately) about my hair. The girl said, "Her hair realy is cool!" whil the boys were whispering things I couldn't hear. Well, thanks to that girl ^_^ Praises are always welcomed, especially about my hairstyle.

(My blonde-and-faded-green hair apparently is catchy...)

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My vacation is going to end soon, on June 28. Can't wait for the graduation day... Although I'm sure that I'd surely graduate (ha), I still feel doki doki! And I miss my school buddies: Revin, Dharma, Sabar, Mothy, Sisco, Refo,... (what? why they're all guys? XD)

Oh anyway, my devART username is Varziel, and I'm desperately trying to submit my deviation but why can't I...!?!?!?!

[ | carved at 07:45 p.m.]

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Friday, June 18, 2004

Random rants

Something's wrong with my IE or Teru the PC nowadays!!!! Bloody hell!!!!! Aaaaargh *more improper words come out* Hah... *pant pant* Oh well.

Anyway, I'm somehow in a yaoi mood these days, so I started drawing shounen ai again... Hehe... I justi love to see cute boys hugging each other and kiss and do the other things I'm not gonna say, OK? The funny thing is, I don't look for yaoi fanfics (I usually look for fanfics whenever I'm in a yaoi mood), I look for images!! Muaahahaha!!! I'm a visual person!!!! And those pics I got... They gave me visual shock... XD Muhihihi.

As for the cosplay photos... *glares at Hydevilist* She hasn't send me the pics, so you still have to wait. Haha!

Oh yeah, on the day I cosplayed, I took pictures with a cutie named Leo (he's the guitarist of Wasabi, if you have an idea what Wasabi is in this context). Well, Leo-kun was so beautiful that night, he looked so womanly (I think the way I write this sentence would make everyone else think about something improper) and kawaii. But alas, I don't know whose camera was that... WAAHHHH!!!! And now I regret why didn't I take pics with Daru >.<

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For Decca: Dek, Naomi doa-in Ocu OK... God's with you and your family, for always.

As for the commenting system thingie, it's available only for the June 16 2004 entry and the entries after that.

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I joined deviantART ^_^

[ | carved at 09:53 p.m.]

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Wednesday, June 16, 2004

Bored + File Transferring

Current Music: Lu:na, fragrance (by Gackt)

Love that song (Lu:na)... *points up* Everytime I listen to this song, I feel like I wanna try to dance to it :D

I'm bored. Yeah. Well, I am in the middle of a long vacation before my graduation day on June 28th. I have nothing to do--my parents go out for work, leaving me and my brother jobless in our lovely house :(

Oh yeah, yesterday Otouchan got back home and brought eight zips with him. They contain all my files from Hide the G3 ;D Well, I have transferred almost all files from them, but some, for some reason, couldn't be transferred. Damn.

Edit: Updated my Links section and added Erised ^_^

Edit #2: Testing the new Commenting system...

[ | carved at 11:07 p.m.]

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Tuesday, June 15, 2004

New Layout : The Bride!

Current Music: Time goes on by L'Arc~en~Ciel

Yeah, new layout. This is the first time I use a woman as my layout ^_^ (Rosiel is a man, dammit, don't count him as a woman) I have never used female as my layout before.

Well, as you all know, that woman is Uma Thurman. Yeah. Sounds strange? Well, it IS kinda strange that Naomi used Uma Thurman instead of Tetchan as her layout, isn't it? XD

Oh anyway...Enjoy the new layout ^_^

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Btw, I added Heath in the X Japan blog crew. I also added Usagi-chan. Welcome, you two!

PS. I love my new nickname among the cosplayers: Naomi Lolita. Told you before, deshou? :)

[ | carved at 11:03 p.m.]

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Sunday, June 13, 2004

Cosplay Report!

Soooo... people...!!!! The cosplay was a big, big, big success. I cosplayed as a gothic lolita (those sorta like, um, Mana and Miyavi), and Hydevilist and her friend as gothic rock (you know, those sorta like Dir en Grey and such).

I did not expect that I would met Hydevilist there, though!! XD

Well, I was a celebrity for half a day. Everyone who brought camera with them took my pic (really, I'm not lying!!) and I don't know them (except Hydevilist and her friend, um, Nicey?)

All I can say is that it was a BIIIIIIG FUN!!!! The cosplayers weren't as many as I expected, but they were serious, and the make-ups were cool, really cool. And oh, because I cosplayed as a gothic lolita, now I am known as "Naomi Lolita". This nickname is given by a girl who took my pic ;)

As for the pics, since Hydevilist brought a digicam with her, I'll ask her to send them to me via e-mails. I'll post them as soon as I can (as soon as Hydevilist send them to me?), promise! :D

P.S. 1: my brightly dyed hair was really contrast with my all-black dress, but it was kaaaakkoiii.

P.S. 2: Baka Nao-chan accidentally tore her dress!!! But nobody seemed to notice, or they just wouldn't want to embarass me. Gotta repair it soon...

[ | carved at 12:06 a.m.]

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Saturday, June 12, 2004

Wahoo!!

Current music: Say Anything by X Japan

My goth-loli dress is finished, and it is reaaally beautiful!!!! *dances around* so goth-loli!!!! Ureshii!!

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Anyway, I am in a hyper-happy mode these days... A cute, Gackt-lookalike guy, say he's named Sirius, asked me to go out for a date three days ago!!! Did you hear? FOR A DATE!!!! GO OUT FOR A DATE!!!!! D-A-T-E!!!!!

WAHOO!!!! WAHOOOOO!!!! WAAAAAHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!

*ahem* Gomen. Too happy. Well, and my answer? Of course, a big YES. He said it was for my birthday present... ^_^ Kyaaa kyaaa kyaaa so cute!!!!! *hugs her plushie*

What did we do? Well... We watched Van Helsing ("this did not match for a first date!" Rukawa'd protest)

Mm... And that's all... Please do not tell my mum and dad XD

EDIT: I have the same birthdate as Mukimpo!!

[ | carved at 01:54 a.m.]

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Tuesday, June 8, 2004

IT'S MA BIRTHDAY!!!!!!

Happy birthday to me, happy birthday to me,
happy birthday Dear Naomi~
Happy Birthday to ME!!!!!!!

[ | carved at 12:12 a.m.]

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Sunday, June 6, 2004

Dyed my hair... again.

Current mood: frighteningly happy

Well, yeah, everyone. I dyed my hair almost white blonde and grass green. Yes yes, you think I gotta post some photo or so, right? You'll have to wait... Hehehe... You know I think this hair color really is cool, it's as colorful as Miyavi's!

To dye my hair, I had to sit for FOUR or FIVE HOURS. It was bleached twice, and then the green was added. But it turned out really cool... My school buddies would be shocked to death if they saw my grass green hair!!!

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Actually I have prepared another layout to use, but... *sees all Tetsu's smiling faces on top corner left* ... OH NO... I CAN'T DO THAT!!!! TETCHAN IS JUST TOO IRRESISTIBLE... *hugs*

[ | carved at 11:36 p.m.]

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Saturday, June 5, 2004

Happy Tree Friends

OMG. This is a very kawaii thing... Really... Happy Tree Friends is really funny!!!!! XD Kinda like South Park, tho... LOVE IT!!!!! Thanks to you, Honey!!!!!

*busy advertises her brand-new site* Comon everyone, BLOODSTAINED!!!! Muahahahaha~~!!!!!

[ | carved at 13:38 p.m.]

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Friday, June 4, 2004

Happy ^_^

Wow~

Bloodstained has already three members (including me) now... And I'm happy!!! My futago would probably join too, in my opinion... :D

Anyway, look, I took some quizzes:

My life is rated PG-13.
What is your life rated?

Please rate ^^

What kind of dark person are you?
brought to you by Quizilla
Dark magician? Hee...

[ | carved at 11:48 p.m.]

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Thursday, June 3, 2004

New Project :: Bloodstained

BIG INFO. Naomi opened a fanlisting/ clique/ whatever you wanna call it lah named Bloodstained. Visit and join her!

... Heheheh, I supposed to save this layout as a Dante layout, but Tetchan's cuteness beats everything!!! See?? Even Naomi doesn't wanna change this super kawaii layout!! XD Aww, now I regret using those kawaii Tetsu pics. Haha~

Oh yeah, I just watched Kill Bill. A good movie, I'd say. So many blood and body parts flying everywhere... *likes that kind of movies*

Speaking of Kill Bill, I'm reminded to Chiaki Kuriyama, the one who starred as Gogo Yubari. She's a one lucky girl who would be starring as Hyde's lover in Hyde's next movie, Last Quarter. I just noticed that it's actually based from Kagen no Tsuki, Yazawa Ai's manga... :) I sorta heard that Chiaki is also a big fan of Hyde's... How lucky!! :D

First I don't wanna watch Hyde play movies again, but knowing it is based from Kagen no Tsuki manga... Now I wanna watch it.

Anyway, don't you think Chiaki Kuriyama looks somehow like... Tetchan? See here, go to the News section and you'll see that Chiaki looks a LOT like Tetsu there. I thought she was Tetsu when I saw that pic for the first time XD

[ | carved at 01:11 a.m.]

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ABOUT

:: ABOUT THIS SITE

Dead End is Naomi aka Varziel's journal-blog (joulog), or simply it is my online diary. Dead End was born in January 15, 2003, as a male. His astrological sign is Capricorn.

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:: ABOUT THE NAME

Hmm... The name "Dead End" was popped into my head when I made this site up. Nothing special in the name--it was kinda accidental, you know :P I thought this name is cool and so I use it.

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:: CURRENT LAYOUT

Is titled The Bride and features Uma Thurman. Heh heh... This is the first time my layout features a woman. I watched Kill Bill, fell in love with that movie and I fell in love with Uma in that movie :)
  Done in Adobe Photoshop 7.0, coded in Teru the PC, tested in MSIE.

PROFILE

Name: Naomi Dracula
Birth: June 8th, 1542 (I'm Count Dracula's great grand-daughter)
Age: Count it yourself
Location: Indonesia
Special Ability: Drawing manga, says "thank you" in many languages, flying, sucking people's blood, move very fast
Language spoken: Indonesian, relatively fluent English, elementary Japanese

Naomi is:
Short. Boyish. Fangirl. Punk rock. Vain. Happy-go-lucky. Direct. Fun. Energetic. Hyper. Emotional. Cute. Narcisstic (self-conscious). Camera-faced AKA Photogenic. Gothic. Relatively smart. Language quick-learner. Basketball player. Cynical. Potty-mouthed. Sporty. Well-styled. Poetic. Snap-happy. Mangaka-wannabe.

Naomi loves:
Drawing. JRock. Cosplay. Yaoi. Gothic and lolita. Internet and webdesign. Pretty guys. Her friends. Hairgels/ wax. J-chan. J-chan's little brother. Her plushie. Teru the PC. Playing guitar and/or piano. PS2 action games. Sleeping. Basketball. Piercings. Tattoo (but she hasn't got any). Freaky hairdos. Sarcasm. Tea.

Naomi hates:
Cockroaches. Some female singers. Avril Lavigne. Bitches at school. Boybands. Liars. That fucking girl.

Naomi wishes/ wants:
To go to Japan. To be a mangaka. To be a model/talent.

Contact Naomi: les_merveilles

MISCELLANOUS

:: BLOG CREW

(*)=owner. Randomly sorted.

Angel Sanctuary
Rosiel* Kira Gabriel Setsuna Belial Kurai Katan Michael Raphael Lucifer
--> Interested? Tag! You can be any Human/ Angel you want to be, as long as it's an AS character

X Japan
Hide* Yoshiki Pata Toshi Heath
--> Interested? Tag! There's still Taiji!

Dir En Grey
Kaoru Kyo* Toshiya Die Shinya
--> Gomen! Everyone's taken ;P

Gundam (UC only)
Char Aznable
Judau Ashita*
Nanai Miguel
Christina McKenzie
Shiro Amada
--> Interested? Visit Kou!

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