.: INFORMATION :.

Personal ...

Naomi D., the owner of this joulog, is a vampire who was born in June 8, 1542. She was bitten when she was fifteen, so she stopped aging since then.

She's not so good in designing sites, but she loves to make graphics even though her skill is still average. She is now laddicted to Adobe Illustrator.

Since she is a vampire, she can run and move in high speed. She avoids the sun as much as possible. You know that vampires can't see the sun...

Sites ...

deviantART
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Bloodstained

.: MEMORIES :.
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:: 2004
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.: LAYOUT/DESIGN :.

Current layout/ design titled Daydreaming... features Gackt. This layout is made to celebrate his birthday on July 4th.
  Vector done in Adobe Illustrator 10, layout done in Adobe PS 7.0, coded in Teru the PC and tested in MSIE.


.: TAGBOARD :.




   

.: DAILY READS :.

Apathetic Mind
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Bedtime Stories
Black Heaven
Blurred Silhouette
Cockayne Soup
Countryside Jungkie
Crystaline
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Distraction
Dream Box
Domeng
Expiration Date
Frivolous Desires
Hydevilist
Kengkengz Blog
Lies and Truth
Liminality
Lost Diary
MidoriChi
Midnight Celebration
Neko Yaritai : Mark-niichan
Rociel.net
Setsuna Sanctuary
Shira Ai no Heya
Soliloquy
Strange Kitty
Trezia no Rakuen
Ulat
Unspoken Grief
Usagi
Untitled
Vk
Warumono Michelle

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.: FAVORITES :.

Arachnoid Web
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.: BLOG CREW :.
(*)=owner. Randomly sorted.

Angel Sanctuary ...

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  Interested? Tag! You can be any Human/ Angel you want to be, as long as it's an AS character

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  Interested? Tag! There's still Taiji!

Dir En Grey ...

Kaoru Kyo* Toshiya Die Shinya

  Gomen! Everyone's taken ;P

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Nanai Miguel
Christina McKenzie
Shiro Amada

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.: CREDITS :.

Vector graphic done by me.
Reference image from SG
Font downloaded from daFONT
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© 2003-2004 Dead End. All rights reserved.

Dead End, all of its graphics and/or written contents are © Naomi D. aka Varziel.

NO THEFTS ARE ALLOWED

.: Tuesday, July 27, 2004 :.

OH NO...

Yeah. I told you people that I've found two cute senior boys, rite? Apparently Novi-chan likes El-kun while I think Er-kun is cute. But I'm not saying that El-kun ain't cute, he's so kawaii, mind you :D

Here's the story. The first break bell rang, which meant the first break'd end. So, me, Novi and Leidy went back to our classroom, class 1-1. Suddenly, Novi grabbed my shoulder and shrieked:

"Naomii! It's him!! Div-commander! BEHINDD!!!!" (yes she was that hysterical)

I looked behind but I didn't find El-kun (he was our div-commander dduring the orientation days). So Novi grabbed both of my shoulder and turned me to a direction... and I saw El-kun straight in front of my eyes XD

Unfortunately, the Physics Teacher saw this.

[ teacher ] who are you people lookin' at?
[ me and novi ] nnn... nobody...
[ teacher ] is it ernest?
[ me and novi ] noo, not him!
[ teacher ] hmm... is it Elxxx? (El-kun's real name)
[ me ] oh shit... he guessed it!
[ teacher ] a-ha... so it's Elxxx...
[ novi ] not me, sir! it's her!!! *points at me*
[ me ] nooo!!!! it's her!!! *points at novi*

And so on... So, that physics teacher now KNOWS that me and Novi are admiring El-kun. In class, when he approached my chair, he even asked like this: "well, do you want me to say something to Elxxx?" ... DAMMIT.

Oh no no no no... I hope he wouldn't ever tell it to El-kun. And this is a misunderstanding! Novi-chan's the one who admired El-kun instead of me, but for some reason, our teacher thinks that I AM the one!

HELP... XD

[ | carved at 05:08 a.m.]


.: Saturday, July 24, 2004 :.

Random Rants

*stretches* Ahh... Saturday... the most beautiful day in a week because the next day is Sunday... Hehe...

Well? I have nothing in particular to talk about, so I guess I'm going to rant here and there.

Hmm, I'm going to join the art club in Gonzaga. I retired from Paskibra (hell yesh), and I had to choose only ONE club to join, so I decided to join art club and leave basketball club (aww, bye bye Eri!) Besides, if I join Art club I'll be in the same club with Yuppi :D

Also, I found two kawaii seniors. Hehe.

[ | carved at 10:00 p.m.]


.: Wednesday, July 21, 2004 :.

I'M TIRED!!!!

Hi everyone! It's been a time since the last time I went online... Well, I'm kinda busy with my new school.

(INDONESIAN MODE)

Abis di-MOS... cuapenyaaa... XD terhitung ,ulai hari ini, Naomi udah jadi siswi SMU Kolese Gonzaga! Yay for me! Terus kayaknya gue kepilih jadi anak Paskib... (Kalo bisa, gue mo ngundurin diri. Gue ngga kuat PBB. Kemaren sih kuat dipaksa-paksain lagi)

Tapi MOS hari kedua (hari ini) lebih asyik dari kemaren. Hari ini bentakan-bentakannya ngga sebanyak kemaren :) Oiya pas sesi ngumpulin tanda tangan, Alfie (temen gue dari Strada, dan dia tau gue doyan Laruku) nyuruh gue nyanyi HELLO!!!! Pake gaya pula!!!! >.< Yah untung juga sih cuman begitu doang. Ada lah yang nyuruh gue berenang (di lapangan bola gitu lho), nyuruh gue njambak orang laen, wahh pokoknya banyak deh!

Cuma satu hal yang memberatkan gue...

GUE NGGA MAO JADI ANAK PASKIB!!!!!

[ | carved at 10:57 p.m.]


.: Sunday, July 18, 2004 :.

The worst vacation

Yes. Tomorrow, I'm going to my highschool, Gonzaga College, after a long (more than 1 month) school vacation.

But do you wanna know what do I think about this oh-so-long vacation?

This is the worst vacation I've ever had.

After you read on this journal, you may think that Naomi is a wonderfully egoist little 15 year old girl, but go ahead.

Well, more-than-1-month-long vacation and I can say that I had no fun, I did not go anywhere really exciting (except for bowling and Dufan) and I'm kinda disappointed... Not kinda, I am SO disappointed! Long vacation and I can't do anything because nobody would drive me to someplace.

I was bored. Long vacation and I was damn bored. How disappointing.

[ | carved at 10:22 p.m.]


.: Monday, July 12, 2004 :.

I'm gaining weight!

Well, added more links (Dark and Trezia)... That's all.

Hehe, I checked my weight and now I weigh 54 KGS... Fuck! I'm putting on weigt, for God's sake! I HAVE to go back to my normal weight, or at least, I have to lose at least 2 or 3 kilos!!!!!!!

I have to have my 69cm waist size back!!!!!!!

With that, now I'm on a diet...

[ | carved at 11:44 p.m.]


.: Friday, July 9, 2004 :.

Missing

Yeah. I'm missing OSS people :( Anyone (in OSS) knows why the forum is closed? Was Jiru-neechan too busy to manage them all? :(

I miss everyone in OSS... I miss out crazy talks and photos and everything.

[ | carved at 12:38 a.m.]


.: Wednesday, July 7, 2004 :.

DUFAN!!

Yaaayyy... Today Nao, Decca, CC, Ega, Ayu and her relatives went to DUFAN... XD Kyahhh the last time I went there was ages ago (around 98s) and with them, too!! We were little kids then... ;)

So, we arrived at Dufan around 11 or 12 pm or so, and we straightly headed to McDonalds after me and Decca bought caps (it was really hot then, the sun was burning). We were starving to death... :P Then, we met Ayu and her relatives at McD. After lunch, we went to take the rides :)

Th first ride we took was Pontang Pontang (I thought the name was Pontang Panting hehe~)... Me and Decca kept on shouting random things like "GUE CALON GADSAM!!", "COBLOS SBY!!!" and such... If you'reIndonesian, pasti ngerti betapa jayusnya kata-kata kita... Decca acted like Miss Univers (threw kisses to here there and everywhere) while I acted like Prince Charles (waves to here there and everywhere).

Then, we continued to the Tilt House. The five of us (not including Ayu's relatives since we separated from them) made a tiny game: that we were not allowed to hold on to something, and we should not fall... XD Everyone won this game. The tilting house were not really tilting though. We went inside there just because that thing is air-conditioned.

And we continued the ride to Kicir-Kicir!! Yaay!! I've been waiting to ride this one, and it was really a fun... Can't really describe the fun either in Indonesian nor English... It was just a biiig fun and I think it' my favorite ride now ;)

After that, we rode on Kora-Kora. We took the leftest (a-ha, such English?) place ^^ when it swung to the upright position and we're up there, we raised our hands and shouted "Yaaay" or "Woo-hoo". And you know what we got after that? The guys on the rightest place (which means, those who were sitting on the opposite side of us) raised their hands andd shouted back... OMFG... Looking at us, smiling... Yuckk... XD

The last ride was Arung Jeram aka little rafting. My pants was all wet, and so with the others (and they didn't bring spare pants!! Lucky that I did). It was really wet until the undies! XD
      Oiya pas ngantri Arung Jeram ada anak kecil kaya tokai, nyelak-nyelak gitu! Nyokapnya bukannya njagain, pas gue negur anaknya, malah gue yang dimarahin! Tae!!!! Bangsat banget dah, gue langsung merindukan kakaknya Decca yang bisa merepet tuh ibudan anak (kakaknya Decca ga tahan liat giniginian, dia pasti langsung negur, dan tegurannya ga berenti-berenti)

Then we changed clothes, and took purikura (photobox) pics ^^ I've scanned them, maybe I'll post the pics later.

And that's it... Seven hours, and ONLY five rides. Actually we wanted to have more rides, but it was already too late so we have to get back home :D I went home with Decca while CC and Ega were with Ayu. The streets were frighteningly busy- it took 2 hours (maybe more) from Dufan to my Aunt's house at Pejaten! Gahh. As I arrived there, I took a shower and then my parents picked me up and we went home...

Well? It was sooooooooooo bloody tiring but at the same time, loads of fun :) It's been ages since the last time I went out with them... :D They're my first best friends!

Note: As for the gadsam thingie... Hehe, gue beneran mau ikut gadsam taun depan ^^

[ | carved at 10:50 p.m.]


.: Monday, July 5, 2004 :.

Pics!

Yeah. I have a scanner now, and I have some of my purikura photos scanned. Here they are:

red J-chan said I look like a Japanese here. And Icha said the same, too. This pic is taken around December 2003 or January 2004... I can't recall...
green Meanwhile, this one is taken at June 9, 2004 so it's much newer. The color was thrilling and catchy! :D
And I think that's all... Yeah... If I have a new piccies, I'll surely post them again :D

EDIT: are they visible? *points up*

[ | carved at 05:15 p.m.]


.: Sunday, July 4, 2004 :.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO GACKT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GACKT-SAN!!!!!! As a fan of your work, I wish you a very happy birthday this year and good luck in your careers.

... Actually, this is a desperate thing I do because somehow I can't send a message via Dears... Huaaa...

Anyway, happy birthday Gackt-san ^_^

[ | carved at 01:25 a.m.]


.: Saturday, July 3, 2004 :.

New Layout ^_^

Bwahahahahah it's Gaaaaaackt, my Lord aka my sex slave aka the second sex God after Sugizo (yeah Sugizo... he's the Sex God... OMG...)

This layout is made just for Gackt's birthday and I planned to use this layout in July ;)

That vector graphic is done by me. Neat, huh? :D

[ | carved at 03:07 p.m.]